My dad called me today to tell me he was in Cleveland. He then said but I am leaving now. I was dissapointed I thought I was going to get to see someone from my family. Me and K had incredible sex last night, but I was somehow disinterested at the beginning. The economy is bad and I am having a tough time finding a second job and part of the problem for me is that I am so unconfident right now that I am holding myself back I want to be excited about life. I am missing my son riht now more than I have since I got here and am worried about his general well being. He has a mother who is selfish. These are my confessions for today , maybe more tomorrow.
If you find this K please never tell me. I love you and just need to breathe, exhaleing is incredible I wish you could hear me.
Ciao
10 years ago
