Hi

this is an honest open and may be sick twisted perverted, disgusting, sad , happy, abusive, hateful, spiteful, mind blowing, or stagnant.

It is me. It is the goo on the finger that just came out of a festering wound.

I invite all to comment and share.

Fuck your friends fuck your neighbors but alway make love to the one you love.

This is my forum and it is open to the world.

Thursday

12.11.08

My dad called me today to tell me he was in Cleveland. He then said but I am leaving now. I was dissapointed I thought I was going to get to see someone from my family. Me and K had incredible sex last night, but I was somehow disinterested at the beginning. The economy is bad and I am having a tough time finding a second job and part of the problem for me is that I am so unconfident right now that I am holding myself back I want to be excited about life. I am missing my son riht now more than I have since I got here and am worried about his general well being. He has a mother who is selfish. These are my confessions for today , maybe more tomorrow.

If you find this K please never tell me. I love you and just need to breathe, exhaleing is incredible I wish you could hear me.


Ciao