this is an honest open and may be sick twisted perverted, disgusting, sad , happy, abusive, hateful, spiteful, mind blowing, or stagnant.

It is me. It is the goo on the finger that just came out of a festering wound.

I invite all to comment and share.

Fuck your friends fuck your neighbors but alway make love to the one you love.

This is my forum and it is open to the world.




Christmas Day 10 AM
Shes at my parents house.
I call.
Guerrila Warfare style.
Pops hands her the phone.
Put my kid on I say.
I got to at least tell him I Love Him.
I can hear the anger in her voice but I give no shits.
That is One for me!

The indifference currently residing inside of me is uplifting and heartbreaking at the same time.
I have to keep saying stay the course but what is my course. I am so unaware of how Kelly is feeling and how that effects me is of no concern to her.
The Confession
She Knows about this now