this is an honest open and may be sick twisted perverted, disgusting, sad , happy, abusive, hateful, spiteful, mind blowing, or stagnant.

It is me. It is the goo on the finger that just came out of a festering wound.

I invite all to comment and share.

Fuck your friends fuck your neighbors but alway make love to the one you love.

This is my forum and it is open to the world.


2 19 09

one of the most hurtful days in my life came when i called her. i knew it had been years since we had spoke but i never thought she would completely forget who i am. i was so shocked by that and hurt that i cried a little bit. i keep all of her secrets from elementary school i hated her boyfriend in middle school, and in high school i never told her when her skirt was to little and everyone could see her little white cotton panties.

the confession.

when we lived in the same apartments together, and rode the bus together you sneezed. you had a snot train about a foot long and i told you not to worry about it. i even got you some kleenex after everyone got off so you could clean up the mess. you asked me not to tell anyone. i promised i wouldnt do so. i told you it wasnt a big deal and never mentioned it again.
the visual still makes me sick to my stomach today. 22 years later.
i love you

the confessor